future

I've seen this kid everyday for the last three weeks. Everyday. It's been so much fun, I can not even put it into words. These pictures are from right after he was released...like right outside the stake president's office. :) I love these! He left today and I won't see him for a week and a half, maybe even two weeks. It seems like he's been home for so long now, and I know after two years, a couple weeks should be nothing, but, I still don't want to be apart. I guess that's a good sign! I'm scared for Utah because I don't know how much we will see each other. He is taking hard classes, has a season pass to all sports on campus, is joining at least one inter mural sports team, is trying to get a job, and I live almost a half hour away. I actually even thought about not going because of that but I know that's where I'm supposed to be.

I'm done being the whinny girlfriend and I will not be like this on the trip!! I promise! I am almost all packed to move/go to Vegas! I am so so so excited to see you all! I love you and have safe flights! I will see you tomorrow!!!
XOXOXO
Little Meagan

jealous much?

I am so excited to see you all! Syd pointed out that no one actually reads blogs anymore, but I am still writing to you...because if not to you, then to who? This trip is going to be awesome! Here we are planning on LA (cheap shopping), Hollywood (The star walkway), Huntington Library (HUGE gardens Beth wants to see), possibly San Diego (To see Jana and go to some cool museums), and the beach (since Kayla's never been in the ocean)... It'll be fun.

Good night!
Lil Meg

Hero Sunday

http://nieniedialogues.blogspot.com/2009/08/me.html

Stephanie finally posted a picture of herself. I don't understand how she could go out in public. She is truly a hero of mine. Being a mother is her number one priority and she rarely ever gets too down about the things she can't do or the way she looks. Amazing.

He loves me...

...he told me so. :)

I love you and miss you all,
Little Meagan


509 memory...
Remember how Sydney's diet consists of Mac 'n Cheese and Kool-Aid like a 5 year old while Kayla only eats apple sauce and soup like an 85 year old...

crazy days

Saturday...
We had my grandpa, Bumpa's 90th birthday party on Saturday! It was so fun! It was a diet coke theme because he LOVES diet coke. We had almost all the cousins, aunts and uncles there! We had it at the church because there was 50 people so we couldn't fit them in our house!
It was so much for to see everyone! They made a slide show of pictures of Bumpa from when he was little to more recent pictures with his kids and grandkids. It was adorable and I sat next to Darling and Bumpa. When they showed pictures from their wedding he kissed her on the cheek and was crying. I want a love like that.

Sunday...
Jordan gave his homecoming talk and did a great job! Bishop called to talk to my dad later that night and I answered. He said, "Your boy did a good job!" I was stumbling on my words so badly! I had no idea how to respond! haha.

Monday...
My parents, McCall, Zach, Jordan, and I went to Lake Mead. We got there and drove out to a cove. We got out to go swimming and Jordan and Zach decided to cliff jump. Call and I tried to convince them not to, but they went anyway. Zach jumped, no biggie. Jordan jumped and he landed a little crooked and hit the side of his chest pretty hard on the water. It knocked the wind out of him so I swam over to him. He was breathing again but started coughing up blood and bleeding out of his nose! I started yelling for my parents to drive to boat over to us but Jordan was swimming okay and talking to me. We got in the boat and he stopped bleeding. It was a little difficult for him to breathe so we waited a bit to see if he felt better or if we should take him in. I broke down. I have a hard time in water still, and this did not help. It was so hard to put myself back together. We took him to the hospital and mom and I waited in the waiting room while the others stayed on the boat. Guess what was wrong... Pick the most random dignosis you can think of... Did you guess pneumonia? If so, you are right!! The fal just knocked crap loose and made his lungs mad so he coughed up blood. Crazy huh? I was so scared for a while but he turned out to be fine!!
Jordan had a bit of a cold a few days after he got home and gave it to me. Well his cold was really pneumonia and yesterday it started getting hard for me to breathe too. Something catches in my chest when I take a deep breath so I just cough. I am going to the doctor too because I most likely have pneimonia too.

The rest of the trip was fun. I got pretty burnt on my shoulders, but everywhere else is good. Have you ever wondered if I can do the splits? Well, I can! I don't know what happened but one foot got out of the ski and got pulled back and the other one kept going forward. Splits! Then I fell. My groin is so sore. We slolemn skiied, wake boarded, and tubed. It was a good trip.

random pictures

Mikey's graduation dinner!

So I have been really terrible lately with uploading pictures but all of them are on FB. Well, not all but most. You can thank me later.

See, Squid really did come visit me!! :)


I have decided to wait before I put more pictures with Jordan on my facebook. I just want to keep it out of the spotlight until I am more sure of what is gong on. But you still have to hear all about him on here!
At his brother's eagle scout court of honor. We talked him into wearing these shorts! SO funny! His dad was pretty mad! My shirt dress... adorable. Serisouly. I'll wear it on the trip and you'll see.
Me, Jordan, Parker, Caitlin, McCall, Zach... Parker's 16th is tomorrow so we told him if he asked Cailtin out, we'd triple! This really is bizzare!

Life is good. Crazy, but good. Tonight was the court of honor, tomorrow is my grandpa's (Bumpa) 90th birthday party and Jordan's cousin's baptism that he is speaking at, and then Sunday is his home coming talk and lots of his family's stuff. Then Monday early we are leaving for the lake! Can't wait! Our trip is coming right up!!! LOVE YOU!!
Love, lil meg

little laughs

~in the car
Caitlin: Meg, you still want like 24 kids?
Me: Umm, yeah, 6?
C: Uh, you know where babies come out, right?
M:Umm... you know how babies are made, right?

~swimming at my pool
Jordan: Parker, let's race!
Parker: Done,but let me tighten my shorts!
J: (Both start messing with their short's tie) I don't need these slowing me down! (rips off shorts and is standing there in a white speedo that says Brasil with a flag)
...later...
Me: The only thing more impressive than your confidence to wear a speedo is that you are whiter than the speedo!

~men's suit store with jane
Sales Lady: Are you excited to go back to school?
Me: I go to school in Idaho and I don't go back for a while.
SL: What school?
M:Brigham Young University Idaho
SL: COLLEGE?
M: Yes.
SL: I thought you were 13 or 14! You know, young kids can be so big these days!
M: (mumble) Is that a fat joke?
SL: Excuse me?
M: haha...nothing.

~tonight at my house
Jordan: What did you think would be different about when I got home? How do you think things are going?
Me: I'm not having this conversation yet!
J: Wait! Wha...What conversation?
M: Exactly.

~jordan's house
Jordan's Mom: Anything amazing and fun happen today?
Me: My roommate, Kayla, called me!
JM: You do realize that your only roommate is Caitlin, right?
M: .... Umm, no. So anyway...

Cold in August

I am sick. Good timing, right? Jordan had a little bit of a cold right after he got home and he gave it to me. His was not that bad and he was over it in two days. I got it and I was so miserable-achy, feverish, sneezing, runny nose-today! I just stayed home today and tried to rest. I am all drugged up and about to go to sleep...yes, before nine! haha. Tomorrow we have a fun date planned.

Next Monday and Tuesday my parents, McCall and I are going to the lake. Our boys are coming too. This could get awkward, but I'm way excited for the lake and I think it will be fun.

I miss you guys so much. I still don't think I've excepted the fact that we are all not moving back in together in a few weeks. Bizarre.

I need a Beth hug.

All my love,
Little Meagan

P.S. Funny speedo story to come, but I need to sneeze so I need to get tissues, so it will have to wait.

509 memory...
Mother's weekend. This was such a fun weekend! It was so fun to have some of the moms with us! Eating foil dinners at the fire was definitely a highlight of the weekend. Moms are great!

the weekend

Jordan...
He is great. He has a funny accent. He likes to hold my hand or have his arm around me all the time. (I'm me. I love cuddling) We finally went to see Harry Potter last night. Also our first time being alone for more than two minutes. The conversation was okay. It's hard to know where to start but once we are together longer, we can talk about life now, and then he can talk mission and I can talk more about...you. The chemistry, freak, it's so there. I had my hand on his knee and was just rubbing and tickling it. He kept kissing me on the cheek until he finally just held that hand. It was making me laugh because I could tell it was making him CRAZY! ahah. :)

Sydney...
Yay! Sydney came down to see me. I told her to come to Huntington State Beach between stations 7 and 9 by a place called Jack's. After going to the city beach, and then Zack's at stations 17 and 19, we just walked on the boardwalk until we saw each other. Maybe we screamed and gave a super super long hug and said we should have invited Mikey to take our adorable picture. haha. We didn't stay too long after Syd got there but we introduced to her Cronic Taco and she met the boy! I loved seeing my Squid at the beach! :) When I find my camera chord, I
ll put our pictures on.

You...
I miss you guys and I am so excited to see you all soon! So I told you all you would meet Jordan... He leaves for school the 20 so we will miss him, but I don't think you will be that torn up about it. We could even stop in Provo and say hi. :) I wish i could have gone to the rodeo with you. I wish even more that you were just here already!

Love you the most,
Lil Meg

509 memory...
Pillow fight. Brittney will kick your trash and show no mercy! haha. Seriously though, she is hard core!